It's been a month plus since I've been gone, since our Ipoh trip, since my Ipoh post.
April wasn't really a good month so to speak. Had a lot of stress building up from doing notes. :( So stressed to a point that my body was always trying to shut me down. So stressed to a point where I just didn't wanna go out anymore, I just wanted to stay at home all day everyday to finish up my notes. That's so not me. T_T Even when I was outside with Fei I kept thinking about my notes. :(
So unhealthy.
That was during the weeks for Professional Paper notes. I thought Criminal would be better but I was wrong. It was as lengthy and I gave up doing notes. :(
But I'm much better now, not super motivated but not dead yet either.
At least I settled 2 other stuffs that left me feeling a bit more relieved: getting flight tix & formal clothes that I need for the exam.
Hopefully I can make it through the exam.
If I don't, life still has to go on. I'll then start hunting for a job and earn money!
Hopefully everything will be fine in the end.
