Confessions and thoughts.

so there she goes again. showing faces and all. stop doing your most piteous face. it's not like we're going to console you. not anymore anyway. grow up! stop being so childish. stop getting angry at small matters. stop getting angry at people who comment you. people comment you because they care for you. so appreciate it girl. ALSO, stop being so bossy. AND, like what she mentioned in her blog, don't ever expect us to treat you like you're a queen. like HELLO?? why should we treat you like a queen? why should we make you as the center of attention?? we enjoy talking about our things, we enjoy talking about things we know, we enjoy laughing at things we said. so if you don't know anything bout what are we talking about just shut the hell up and stop showing faces! don't wanna talk about you anymore. wasting my energy. pffffffffftt. pissed.

HEEEEEYYY. I FINALLY FIXED MY PIG! MY PIG'S BACK! HAHA.
found this string last night when i was searching for things. chuan gave me this string. cause he don't want it on his mushroom i bought him last month. -.- so i used it on the pig! ayeeee. =DDDDDD


seeeee?? it's back!

anyway got our mid-year examination timetable during physics. OH GOODNESS ME. SOMEBODY SAVES ME. SEJARAH ON THE VERY FIRST DAY. what the hell???! STUDY STUDY. elleeeh. i'm so dead. pfffffftt. sigh. i can say nothing about the examination anymore.. i'm.. dead.. officially... yet i'm alive. lol. figure that out (for duffers only if there's one hahaha), clever ones i know you'll understand what i mean. hahaha. i feel like.. i'm becoming colder and colder. pfft. POH CHEN AND KASVINI!! it's all you both's fault! 2 cold-jokers are turning me into another cold-joker. ugh.







we're going to the hall to sit for our examinations! hahaha. how 'cool' would that be? i wonder.. LOL. and we (the non-est candidates people) will finish our exams on the 21st, while est candidates will finish their exams on the 22nd. HAHA. all the best man!

got these facts during bio:

1. don't drink alcoholic drinks cause.. i can't remember the reason. lol.
2. don't take too much pizza is because.. er.. pizza contains some kind of dunno-what-is-it that poh chen told me. can't remember either. xD
3. don't take hot soup right away because it might cause nose-cancer. or nasal cavity. whatever it is.
4. bacon contains nitrate and colouring. so.. if you have general or general science knowledge, you will know why it's so dangerous to consume nitrate and colourings.
5. take more carbohydrates-contain (not oil as your body has to convert it and bla bla.. you know) and glucose-contain (not too sweet) food before examinations as your brain needs energy to do the thinking and interpretations.

assembly's boring as usual. of course, talked to kah sing and megan and hwa fan. lol.

pfft. have nothing to talk about.. i.. suddenly.... feel like complaining about her again. -.-
okay i'll just continue complaining.
ooooookay...
STOP ASKING PEOPLE TO HELP YOU. HOW OLD ARE YOU? MY GOODNESS! and don't treat your BEST friend like she's your maid. you don't pay her okay.

now this is quite important. previously, when you were in rage or stark madness, we would console you. or when you won't talk to us, we would ask you what happen and everything. that's because we treat you as our friend and we care for you. but you just won't tell us what's happening and always got angry at people without any good reasons. and because of we care for you, we'll console you. but now, if you show faces and got angry or whatever, we will not console you anymore. i repeat: NOT. that's basically because of we cannot tolerate your loathe-able behaviours anymore. we had enough like sooooooo long ago, it's just that we were trying to give you time to change yourself and think what's wrong. but it seems like you don't even care. so why should we?

you always say the others are backstabbers. but did you ever think how about yourself? are you 1 of them? think, girl, think. well, to us, you are 1 of the backstabbers. and if you ever get to read this post of mine, and you feel bad or angry after reading it, i apologize here. but i don't think you'll accept it though. hehe. :) but it's just some manners. anyway, stop backstabbing about our best friends in front of us. or anyone of us. i know you won't backstab them in front of me, but most of the time you'll just backstab about us in front of her and her. what's wrong with you? is that what your parents teach you when you were an urchin?? i'll leave it to you to answer that question. don't be pissed in spite of the fact i used the term 'parents', because i know the term 'parents' probably has nothing to do with you.

sigh.

i just don't understand, why are you so irresponsible. before your wish came true, you were whining and complaining and talking bad about her to her. after a few months, as what you have wished, your wish came true. and you got that post. but you just won't do things you should do. instead of doing it yourself, you dumped it to her and her. they're not your slaves you moron. wake up! stop living in your own world of fantasy. actually, i doubt if your 'world' can be considered as 1 of the fantasy's world. i guess probably not. you were spoilt by your parents and grandparents i guess. or maybe grandparents only. or because of the fact that you're rich? i wonder. branded stuffs aren't always the best. you don't have to always wear branded clothes. beach wear? you can go to the market or F.O.S. or Reject Shop to buy man! they're wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy cheaper compared to the branded ones. and their qualities are just almost the same. but the price? differs like heaven and hell. learn how to save money. don't spend money as if you're drinking water. sigh. don't wanna lecture you about how to save money and why you should. cause you'll know how and why when you start to work.

...

will stop here~! will maybe continue tomorrow only if i have nothing to talk about. hehe.bye and night peeps!

wasn't in a good mood till pj lesson today. plus, i'm very sleepy today. stupid house practice. pfffffffffffttt.

oooookay. WE HAD ENOUGH! no more tolerations. we cannot tolerate anymore. actually, we had enough loooong, looooooong time ago. it's just that.. we gave and gave her chances to change herself, to think what did she do and all. but she don't seem to appreciate the chances we gave her, and she seems like she don't even care. hmm..

kasvini said something that's very lame in class, and poh chen and i were like 'ha-ha-ha-ha, very funny.' take note that i said it's very, and yes i mean it. and kasvini's laughing herself. -.-

didn't really talk much in class today. wasn't in the mood to talk. was kinda anti-sosial today. lol.

played basketball during pj. hahaha. it was so funny.. lol. cause of the very-stupid-big rain, school's stadium was like... in a flood's condition. water everywhere except the inner part. and we played basketball at the wet side. lol. and.. we tried to avoid the basketball from rolling or bouncing to the flood part but.. we failed. lol. and the water on the floor, which was rain water, splashed on my face and shirt and pants and leg when the ball was bouncing.. EWWW, i know. pfffftt. kasvini's the funniest of all. hahaha. we threw the ball to her after we picked it up from the wet side when she didn't notice. LOL. and her reaction's 'AAAAAHHH!!!!!' LOL. and megan's good at shooting the ball into the basket! megan rocks. xD and poh chen. she always don't want to pick up the ball from the wet side. and kept laughing. pfft. crazy. x)

didn't do oral again. yet. lol.

assembly tomorrow! *cheers* don't have to go to school on thursday! *cheers* i hate schooling. schooling sucks. poooooooooooh.

am still in the urge of searching for prom dresses. hahaha. i know i'm a weird person! :)))) proud to be weird. cause being weird makes me unique. hahaha.

I'm in sudden urge...

am suddenly interested in prom dresses. hahaha. went to look for prom dresses. LOL. i wonder why i suddenly have the urge to go look for prom dresses? it's not like i've been invited to prom. lol.
conclusion: imma weird person. :)
anyway. i can't stop searching for prom dresses. HAHA. some of them are nice though! especially black ones. hahaa. cause i love black very much. loll.
i don't really like designs from faviana, jovani and mori though. too.. er.. artists-like? lol. i think faviana's, jovani's and mori's designs are specially for those artists. or americans. i don't think malaysian will wear their designs. lol.
and if i'm going to buy a prom dress i would buy an Empire-Cut style one. hahaha.
An empire cut dress has a high waistline (generally beginning just beneath the bust) and a long, full skirt that flows straight from this waistline. The empire style camouflages a pear shape or thick waist and creates an illusion of height for short or petite figures.
suits me! lollllll.
as if i would go to a prom. -.-

*thumbs up*

*thumbs up*

*thumbs up*

those without thumb ups are okay only. lol. i like those dresses with thumb ups. x)
weh. anyone who is rich wants to buy prom dress go hereeeee.
http://www.sungboutiquela.com/party-dresses-c-60.html
http://www.sungboutiquela.com/cocktail-dresses-c-42.html
http://www.sungboutiquela.com/tea-length-dresses-c-51.html
http://www.sungboutiquela.com/little-black-dresses-c-46.html
http://www.sungboutiquela.com/black-evening-dresses-c-47.html
dresses from Sung Boutique are nice. :)

Monday b l u e s ..

sigh. i hate mondays.

because monday means..
1. monday blues!
2. back to school!!
3. starting of another boring 5-days-schooling week.
4. piles and tons of homework again.
5. sejarah, biology, physics, add. math, chemistry again.
(oh-shit-i'm-so-dead subjects are these, and the smallest and lightest font one is the one i can still cope with, and others all in ascending order. the bigger and darker it goes, the worse it is.)
6. have to see her again. *will avoid if i can!*
7. exam's coming in 14 days' time.
(i have exactly 2 weeks' time to study. BUT I'M STILL NOT STUDYING! AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!)

*SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*

OH GOD. I.. AM.. SOOOO.. ..... ... ...... dead. but i don't wanna die yet! :'( i wanna continue living! yet.. i feel like dying. sigh.

husnah did not come to school today. so.. ai keem went to find chin mai ying. chin mai ying can teach very well, but at the same time.. she has the power to make someone to fall asleep.. :\

bm was quite funny.. lol. and um.. add. math.. don't wanna talk about it anymore. anyway we were late for recess for bout 5 minutes and it's all because of oon soon lee! he just won't stop talking! he loves to talk i guess. ughh.

she's so bloody irritating and annoying! UGGHHHHHHHH. her stupid actions, way of talking, and all. ALL.

didn't pay attention during bc. hahaa. wasn't in the mood to listen to her. was rushing my homework so that i don't have to do my homework at home. but even if i got homework i won't be doing it also la. lol. sejarah....... i'm a piece of dead meat.

math sucks.
math sucks to the max.
i hate math.
i hate anything that's related to math.
i hate physics, add. math, and math itself. and any other subjects or things that's related to math!!

sigh. rumah sukan again. pfffftttt. have to wake up early again. probably going to sleep at school while waiting. unless if i see caryn again. lol.

byeeee~! night everyone.

always

cherish and

appreciate

what you've got.

don't wait to the

very last minute.

or you'll be

regret

for

what you've

done.

A day to sungai petani~

went to pu ai straight away from tuition centre after tuition. was in urgent need of going to toilet!!!

anyway.. we went to a dialysis centre at sungai petani. there was a talk for us and the spastics. the spastics are like so piteous.. :( but they're happy. they live their lives happily. unlike normal people like us.. -.- some of us are so.. picky about their lives. sigh~ so many differences between a normal person and a spastic. the spastics are even tougher than the normal ones.

and.. they need our help too. so people, respect them and help them.




the one sitting on the wheel chair is a 'happy-nut'. haha. he's a happy-go-lucky person. :) he smiles all the time!




the one in red that's on the wheel chair is not really a spastic.. but he was delivered not-enough-months.


the one that's holding the mic is the advisor of Ci En Society.


the one who's holding the mic is talking about luck and happiness..


this is Pu Ai's leader! :))) everyone in Pu Ai respects him very much.


and these 2 are from penang like me! haha. the one sitting on the wheel chair beside the one who's talking is tough. i do admire him.


liang feng planned an actually-quite-childish game for them to play. lol.


tada!! the so-called puzzle-fixing's picture is done!


Ci En Society's office. or headquarter. whatever.

came home at about 5 something near 6? can't remember. went into mum's room and saw a box. it's for yeema's birthday from Citigold. lol. but yeema don't want it so she gives it to us. ayee.



ate the ice-cream mummy bought from Sunshine Farlim yesterday. yummyy. *drools*


tiramisu!!


choco mint.

i prefer tiramisu. :) lalalala~

to: people who are reading this;
if you are one of the picky-bout-life person that i mentioned above, please do try to change yourself. don't be so picky. feel satisfied with what you've got. spastics which cannot move or walk properly can live their lives so happily and un-picky. and they're even tougher than most of us. they've got the heart and desire to live on and not to give up. so people, learn from them! :))

always appreciate

what you've got

now.

Day camp.

ooooooooookay. i managed to take soo many photos. lol. and i'm seriously uploading them all here. lol. not all though.. i mean 3/4 of it. set my alarm at 6am. but i woke up at 7am. pffttt. i dunno why but i was very tired this morning and felt like sleeping for the whole day. and the camp starts at 8am. but luckily i made it in the end. x)

let the pictures do all the talking! :))


this is how it was like when it was 7.59am.

ignore the colour papers on the wall.. it's just some test answers for us to see after we've done our test. but we didn't do the test anyway. xD i wanted to do but i forgot to. :(


these.. are.. the form 2(s) if i'm not mistaken. lol. they were practicing their item anyway.


that's how they decorated it. lol.


proudly presenting pcghs' former headmistress: Puan Yeoh Loy Cheow.
i respect her the most. and i respect her more than any other teachers. :))))


this is poh lin. lol. she's 1 of the mc! the other one was soo bee i think..


cikgu tay yoke chew. she's cutee.


cikgu low bee leng.. -.- my sejarah teacher.


this, is the representative from other school..

i thought poh lin said that they couldn't make it!!! who knows.. *DANGGGGG*


this is yi ling. haha. she's the one who's in-charge of everything of this camp and she's also the vice president. lol.

i sound like i'm introducing people from my school. pfftt.


the opening ceremony.


soo bee introducing ajk. lee chien was somewhere behind the chairs. spot her?


form 3(s)' performance!

and the following 4 photos are all about form 1 and 2(s)' performance. they were not dancing. so guess what were they performing. xD





tada! 'thank you!!'

form 5(s) wasn't performing anything at first. cause of some of the form 5(s) isn't that cooperate. and soo bee was disappointed. we can see it through the look on her face. lol. but after some encouragement they were going to sing! hahaha. they sang Cai Hong by jay. haha.

the following 3 photos are all about the form 5(s)' performance!




weeee! everyone claps your hands! *APPLAUSE*

after performing we were asked to draw pictures on mahjong papers. and then you have to talk about the picture. and explain what does it mean and all. of course, we were also put into groups. others were discussing and drawing but i was busy taking photos. hahaha. and after i've finished taking photos i sat down with lee chien and hui xian. lol.


discussing.


starting to draw and design.


GUESS WHO IS THIS!


this is our group's design. nice aight?? love it!


and this is yu lin's group's design. love the 'huo' word. lol. fireeeeeeee!


they were starting to draw the picture.. it was amazing! they can actually draw sooooo naturally.


going to finish....


our design's quote.


TADA!!


the signatures of the 2 artist. x)

hor yean's group in the following 2 photos.



they were funny!

the following 4 photos are all about the other group which was very very funny. lol. everyone was laughing.





the one in hat was acting 2 characters. lol. so stupid.. but he was funny. -.-


everyone.. MAKAN!


mine and hui xian's. yummmmmmmmmmmmyy!

went back at 1pm. before i walk out of the auditorium yu lin and hui xian suddenly shouted me. lol. turned around and yu lin asked me to go to her. and she gave me a thing in a very cute package and i was dumbstrucked. lol. why would she suddenly gives me something?? it's weird. lol.

me: huh? what's this?
yu lin: for your birthday one.
me: har?? birthday???
yu lin: happy belated birthday i mean. no matter you like it or not just take it la!
me: oh.. thanks!!

lol. no wonder hui xian's got one in her bag too. haha.

thank you yu lin! i appreciate it. :))) and i like it. haha.





i'm off! bye peeps.

stop

asking your friends

to do your work

for you,

nor use them,

you

bloody idiot.