Turning negative into positive thoughts

1. Recently (more like few months ago lol) I started finding out slowly, day by day, piece by piece of the clothes that I own, that I've...

GROWN FAT.

A LOT.

FML instantly fell into the strong suction of depression. I'll get agitated and pissed if the pants after I put on looks like it's snickering at me. And some long pants, I tried them on last week and I couldn't fit in a few...

*SCREAMS OF HORROR*

But after a while I thought to myself, getting fat means I'm currently living a quite-good life. No starvation, no working like a bull (yet). There's always food around to keep my stomach filled and full. So for that I'm thankful.


2. Phone after the latest update to iOS 9 became laggy.

Went to the Apple Community to complain and it seemed that a lot of people are facing the same problems. But until now Apple still hasn't rolled out a new update to fix these laggy problems yet. Which really irritates me.

However these lagginess are not really serious, and at least I have a functioning smart phone. Other people surviving on this earth on a daily/weekly basis probably don't even get a chance of owning a phone. :( So for that I'm again thankful.


3. I really want a Macbook.

Especially the new Macbook. The gold one. T_____T But it's fucking expensive with all the tax going up and currency going down. So I can only admire it everytime I pass by Switch, or by going to Apple's website lololol.

But actually I don't really need a laptop cos Fei bought me Mini last year and I also have this awesome PC already...

So Mini is for my daily use (all the time) and if there are some stuffs which cannot be done by Mini I'll just turn on my PC and get them done on my PC.

So what more can I ask for hor, I'm thankful.


4. Things I bought at full price are now marked downs.

It's all Year End Sale (YES) and End Season Sale (ESS) everywhere since the year is coming to an end.

IT'S DECEMBER ALREADY CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??! THE LAST TIME I BLOGGED IT WAS JUST THE MID OF NOVEMBER WTF?!??!?! WHERE HAS ALL THE TIME GONE TO????? T_____________T

Anyway earlier in October I got this pair of fucking gorgeous Charles and Keith sandals that I fell in love at first sight with and then last month during their sale I saw it's on sale already. =_____=

20%. =____=

Remained cool all the while before getting home. And once I reached home I erupted a bit. Ok never mind.

Then last week I went window shopping with mummy and we happened to enter Miss Selfridge. Guess what?

THE DRESS I BOUGHT FOR MY CONVO WENT ON A 50% MARK DOWN WTF IS THIS NONSENSE??!?!?!?!?!

I couldn't believe it ok!!!!! On the very first day of MS sale it wasn't on sale!!!!! I WAS SO BEWILDERED WTF??! AND SUDDENLY IT WENT DOWN TO 50%?!

T_____________________________T

My heart ached and hurt for mummy. T_____T

But then I spent some time thinking again, it's ok, because so coincidentally the size for the dress I took was UK12, and earlier when I asked, the staff said that when the stock came, there's ONLY ONE piece of UK12. Ok my size is exclusive lol I felt so much better then.

And as for the sandals, I think it's the last pair already cos I took size 10 wtf. Only ladies with giant feet can understand how I feel everytime I go shopping for shoes.

So yah, for that I'm thankful, thankful that I'm able to get things I like that are right for me. Some people spend hundreds of thousands and they still aren't able to get hold of the things that they want.


5. CLP just bashed me with tonnes of stress a few nights ago.

I'm wondering why the heck did I take up CLP like how I wondered to myself why the heck did I take up LLB.

CLP is like 4x LLB. WHY?

But I should be positive now. I shouldn't be stressing myself yet. It's only December. Like one of our lecturers said, "If you stress yourself now, you'll burnout by the time January is here."

So since it's December the month of Joy...

LET'S JUST FORGET ABOUT ALL THE STRESS AND HAVE FUN ENJOYING THIS JOYOUS SEASON WITH JOYOUS ATMOSPHRE EVERYWHERE!!!