Little things that make me happy

Earlier I was complaining that it's so difficult to get a nice case for my phone.

Then Yi Min asked me to go look around at Pasar Malams. I said, ya I know, but the problem is I don't get morning shifts on Wednesdays nowadays and the Farlim night market is only there on Wednesday night. :( So she suggested Tua Lor Ao night market and I didn't know where is it fml so I asked Fei lololol.

Of course Fei was excited. He said he heard that that night market has super many food stalls. ... Ya. Food again.

And he insisted that we should visit it today. After I finished work. Grr.

So off we went. The night market was a whole stretch along the road, and ya damn many food stalls zzz. Fruit stalls too. But so little stalls selling phone accessories. And even if there are phone accessories stalls, they sell mostly screen protector stickers. Ugh. :(

So instead of getting a new phone case, I bought a new little bag instead. My little black bag that's used to keep my keys is getting old. The zip broke. :( It's served me for a good 4 years, accompanying me during the lowest peak of my life in NS. T_____T

Then we walked around and bought mostly F&B stuffs lol especially Fei, especially Fei. =_____=
Let me list out what did we get.
Fei: 17 pieces of candies (RM1), 1 bottle of Bamboo Cane drink (RM2.30), 1 bottle of Sugar Cane drink (RM2 I guess), a packet of 5-piece Gyoza (RM3), a packet of Tokyo Pancake (RM4 I think), Mini Burgers (2 for RM5) and Sharks' Fin Soup (RM3.50) haiz.
Me: 34 pieces of candies (RM2), pretty new little bag (RM12, was RM15.90 before), 1 small cup and 1 box of Gwai Lin Gou (RM1.20 and RM1.80 respectively), Char Siew Puff and Siew Peng (RM1.20 each), and Kaya Puff (RM1).

I definitely spent lesser on food! I'm not a crazy junkie for candies okay, I bought them for mum (mostly) lol.

Even though walking through the night market was fucking hot, made me sweat and sticky, and most importantly I didn't find any cases for my phone, I still felt happy! :D Didn't really show it on my face though, no idea how did Fei sense it. :B Oh I did nearly want to get the pluggy for my phone, they're so cute!!!! But they're RM3 for 1 and RM5 for 2. My kiam siap-ness started attacking then. D:


Goodnight.


By the way, my working shift got changed from centre to noon tomorrow. Sigh.

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Anyway, I've been thinking a lot recently. Had dad not left, things would be very different now. Our situation would be very different now. But that's just what I wished, reality isn't the same as the fantasy/dream happening in my mind.

We could still be a whole and happy family.

If and only if

Our 7th year together; Budan's Brew & Behind 50

Seven-year itch officially starts now. Hopefully there's no itch coming from either you or me Fei. Lol.

Hello my fat man.
Thank you for never giving up. Thank you for always being patient. Thank you for not leaving at the earliest opportunity. Thank you for treating me like I'm the only girl left in the world (lolol).
Happy anniversary. Love you.

#loveofmylife #anniversary #fei


So there were a few dates to be remembered. (No Fei didn't bother to remember any at all. ==)
First there was the 30th of May 2007. Then the 21st of June 2007. Then the 26th of June 2007. Things dragged along until the 22nd of July 2007.

I'm not even going to talk about how did Fei manage to ask or howwhy did I say yes. Ha ha ha.

There was NO courtship or anything similar. =_____= Okay I'm not going to start on that lol.

What I wanted to say was, time really flies lol. Because of my childhood traumas (lol) I had fucking high level of insecurities and fucking low level of confidence and trust in the other gender including my stupid brother. I also never expected myself to be in a long-time relationship because I simply didn't believe in a working relationship anymore even though my dream was to have a life-long relationship with my boyfriend which will turn into my husband and we will get a house and turn it into our dream house and become parents and grandparents together lololol. But look! Now we're starting on our 7th year.


Hopefully our future will be good to us!

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So of course we went out lol. Waited for Fei's class to finish and I took my shower too early. Should've waited till 4pm to shower and not 3. Haiz.

Anyway we went to Budan's Brew Cafe. Nope I didn't really like it there. The environment is just so-so. Nothing special. And they took like 15 minutes to serve me my Sausage Roll? Wut? They just needed to heat it up for maybe 2 minutes in the microwave? Wtf. I was starving ok.

Oh ya. It so happened that the table we took had these decorations. Totally the right decorations for the right time lolol.

And I was going through Foursquare to check on Budan's Brew, and saw that a lot of people commented not to order their Coffee Latte lolol so I forced Fei to order Green Tea Latte. Manatau he ordered ICED instead of hot haiz. *facepalm* He defended himself by saying he asked me but no I didn't hear anything lo. =_____=

Iced Green Tea Latte (RM10).

Sausage Roll (RM6).

My expectation was quite high for the Green Tea Latte because it costs RM10 wtf. Nope not up to my expectation. I might as well get a cup of Sbux. And the Sausage Roll was just plain sausage roll, but the sausage they use is of good quality so no complaints!

After that it was only 6.05pm or somewhere around there, and Fei said Behind 50 probably isn't opened yet. So we went to drive around the Heritage sites and Fei wanted to search for The Saferoom. Ended up found nothing but other cafes lolol.

Went back to Behind 50 after 15-20 minutes and yay they're opened!

Ordered Set Dinner! :D :D Because I'm a greedy person who loves to eat!

The interior ceiling is full of baskets and colanders. :O

Then the interior is decorated with old stuffs.

By the way they're very efficient compared to Budan's Brew! Maybe because other people were already eating lol.

fei's Blueberry and my Peach.

their famous Mushroom Soup. it's reeeeeally goooooood! *thumbsup*

fei's Creamy Garlic Chicken. he didn't like the sauce and the fried chicken fillet. == i love the sauce tho. (RM13.90)

my Fish & Chips. nothing special, i should've tried their pastas zzz. (RM11.90)

our Ice Cream of the Day. mint flavour. D:

Yah overall nice food but the fish and chicken fillet were quite oily. Can squeeze out some more. D: Super love their Mushroom Soup though. :D


Then because my speakers and subwoofer for my PC was already a little nuts Fei promised to bring me go look for a replacement set today. :[ We actually already did our survey and I decided to get Logitech's cos they have the most affordable sets I can afford and their quality shouldn't be that bad right.

Off to Paragon's Harvey Norman! Wanted to get the cheaper model initially but we didn't see it. After that Fei saw the other model which is the more expensive one but then it's on sale and it's at the same price as the cheaper model that I want! Wtf. So I bought it. Hohoho!

So as I'm typing this post updating things we did and where we had our dinner, I'm listening to songsssss omg it's been such a long time since I last listened to songs on my PC. :'''))))

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Happy Anniversary my fat man. I luv you. :)

Of July & TFIOS

HELLO!! I'm finally back! With a super awesome CPU and monitor! I can finally start blogging properly again. WOOHOO!

So life recently... some days quite depressing, while some still okay, while some I can still live with it.

No longer a staff of Dorothy Perkins but Warehouse since the 1st of this month. I consider this a big change in my life. Lol. It somehow affected me a lot I don't know why. I just felt utterly sad on the last day of June, because that was the last day I was going to be working in DP. But then recently people changed, things changed, so I'm not that sad anymore. In fact, I'm feeling very relieved that I actually found out these little things.

Anyway, I asked mum to ask Aunty Seat Cheng out for mum's birthday treat, Fei came too! ^^ Meen Loo's a happy girl that day! :) We went to quite a few places and I actually bought 2 pairs of shoes in Cotton On @ 1st Avenue for only RM18! It's just RM9 a pair wtf can you believe it!? I've always wanted to look for flats to wear to work since months ago and now I found them!! :D Hehehehe. And we had steamboat for dinner that day at Shua Shua Le @ Prangin Mall, Aunty Seat Cheng's treat. ^^

yeap my super steal haul! :D

And then on the 10th it was mum's birthday, I didn't get to celebrate or eat with her so I bought her cake from TWG. It's freaking expensive, mind you. But it's good!

Sakura, Sakura! (RM16)

And then it was my day on the 15th! Hehe.

Went to get my tops from DP because there's staff additional 20% on sales items for Raya celebration. Also bought my yellow tee from Warehouse. ^^ Thank you mummy! Mummy also bought me my first pair of Paul Frank! FML their biggest size for lady's cut is size 8, I NEED A FREAKING 9!!! So I had to get the man's cut size 8. :( But I still love it! It's so kiut right!! :D :D

And later that night after my work Fei came to pick me and we went to Paragon cos I wanted to redeem my stuffs using the vouchers from the booklet they sent to me. But the fucking Benefit Push-Up Liner was all gone!!! x( Wanted to try my luck at Queensbay and Fei suggested that we should go drop by QB and check on my CPU's status and also survey for my monitor. (Went to get it sorted out a few days before - yay to new computer!) So off we went and settled everything.

Went home a happy and satisfied girl. (Still a little sad about the Benefit Push-Up Liner).

Until yesterday, 18th of July, after 4 years of torture on the Laptop, after 4 years without a proper set of computer, a new set of computer finally came to me!!! *tears of joy*

:')

To the Queen of my heart, thank you for everything, thank you for all your hard work, thank you for your unconditional love.
To the Man of my life other than my brother, thank you for spending years of time to make this work for me.
I love you all.

So yah I'm using this new set of computer to update my blog and I've NOT felt this awesome in... years. I'm very furiously stabbing on the keys on my keyboard as I'm updating this because I've not touched this keyboard Fei gave me few years ago for yearsss. *sigh of contentment*

TODAY: it's my off day, went to spend some time to pamper ourselves - mum and I - by doing mani and pedi. Bought the voucher on LivingSocial 2 months ago (yeap, during my UOL exam fml). Half way through the service the girl doing mum's nails told mum if she wants to use the quick-dry top coat it'll be RM2, so mum said okay. I told the girl doing my nails that I wanted the quick-dry toap coat too. And then I chose a glitter colour for my fingers and the girl told me it's gon cost another RM2 so I was like, oh okay.

Then guess what, half way having my nails painted the glittery colour a fucking horrible thought struck my fucking head: WHAT IF IT'S RM2/FINGER AND NOT RM2 FOR THE WHOLE SET OF FINGERS OR TOES? FUCK IT'D COST RM20 FOR THE WHOLE SET OF FINGERS, ANOTHER RM20 FOR THE TOES, TIMES 2 FOR MUM AND I AND WITH THE OTHER RM20 FOR MY GLITTER COLOUR... FUCK IT'S GON BE RM100!!! WTF!??!?!?!

And I worried through the last 30 minutes instead of relaxing myself, until when we were ready to leave the girl said the total is RM10 only did I gave a fucking heavy sigh of relief in my heart. =_____= But okay la, still get to relax myself during the first 45 minutes lol.

tada!!! actually my toenails are purplish instead of reddish as seen in the photo hehehe. and my fingernails are so pretty!! but i already spoiled my right forefinger not even 15 minutes after the mani-pedi fml.

Went to watch The Fault In Our Stars just now.

FML it's so fucking touching okay. I didn't feel that much when reading the book, but watching the movie is a different kind of thing. Totally different. It's so good. T_____T

"My name is Hazel. Augustus Waters was the great star-crossed love of my life. Ours was an epic love story, and I won't be able to get more than a sentence into it without disappearing into a puddle of tears. Gus knew. Gus knows. I will not tell you our love story, because - like all real love stories - it will die with us, as it should. I'd hoped that he'd be eulogizing me, because there's no one I'd rather have... Okay, how not to cry. How am I - okay. Okay. 

I can't talk about our love story, so I will talk about math. I am not a mathematician, but I know this: there are infinite numbers between 0 and 1. There's .1 and .12 and .112 and an infinite collection of others. Of course, there is a bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million. Some infinites are bigger than other infinities. A writer we used to like taught us that. There are days, many of them, when I resent the size of my unbounded set. I want more numbers than I'm likely to get, and God, I want more numbers for Augustus Waters than he got. But, Gus, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn't trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful." - Hazel Grace Lancaster

This fucking part was the most bittersweet. T_____T Fei cried. I heard some girls crying and sniffing so fucking loudly, siao one. Cannot control a bit meh even though I know it's very very bittersweet. No excuse for them to cry so loudly if everyone else can control themselves okay.

And then when the news of Gus died reached Hazel, aiyo so fucking bittersweet again. T_____T

I totally cannot imagine going through a situation like that. *TOUCH WOOD*

The movie's really good, this is the only novel-based movie that's stuck by the novel so much among all the novel-based movies that I've ever watched in my 22 years of life. :( It's so sad, so heart breaking. Everyone should go watch it. :(


#TFIOS #awesome #bittersweet