Anyway back to my tweets the other day.
#1: Dear Outside World, trapped in finals. Send help. -Student
Yeah it's actually pretty much what I was going through and experiencing in the whole May. Lolol. Actually, every May ever since 2012's is pretty much like this. May 2012 was my AL exams. May 2013 my degree first year's, 2014 second and this year final. They're really not good for our mental health.
#2: Procrastination is not a habit. It is a way of life, and I'm really good at it.
*COUGHS* I don't procrastinate in serious matters, but this... to think that I did not take my examinations seriously... T____T NO I certainly did not and do not mean that. It's just that I had no motivation at all to get started with my studies. :(
Compared to other classmates who studied everyday, visited the library everyday after class... Lol I'm not even gon say what I was compared to them. Perhaps I'm braver to take risks like that. LOL. I'm obviously making myself to feel better. Yeap. But all these while I've been like that, ever since primary/high school. D:
#3: The only thing a student cares to learn is what will be on the exam.
Who would disagree with this? Especially in this course, where the books are thicker than Harry Potter's series all stacked together. Ok I exaggerated but you get the idea. T_____T If they were story books I would've happily digested them all. But TEXT BOOKS? ...
#4: To do list: Figure out why i decided to go to law school.
WHY? :(((( After all these years of torture, I can't even recall what's the main reason I took law because all I've been doing was asking myself: WHY DID I TAKE THIS COURSE instead of reminding myself the main reason I took this course and motivate myself to study. =_____=
But I think the main reason why I took up this course was because I wanna see how justice is upheld? It was my dream to see justice being upheld after watching those TVB dramas when I was young. =_____= But as I grew, issues and matters and incidents that came up and were happening around the world proved that there's actually no justice served most of the time? Not totally none but most of the time. Still, I don't know why did I retain that faith in the law and went to read law. D: D: D: Which then produced and gave myself such unnecessary stress and pressure.
But then taking this course helped me to understand a lot of things. It's not really a bad thing. So even if I don't get the desired results for CLP I'll still be very happy cos actually I really just want a PASS. So that I would be able to get a cert and work. =____= I don't expect much like other classmates.
Some decided not to risk their class honours and decided to skip Jurisprudence. I didn't. Even though I was so stressed up that I had wind in my stomach, vomited few times a day before and also before my exam, I just wanted to finish the paper and be done with it. (Fei had to endure with my shit every damn year. Hahahaha. :D) I don't care if I have a 2nd class or 3rd class, I just want a PASS. As long as I can get a decent job, even if it's not high pay I won't mind.
To me, I think that results will only affect your securing of your FIRST job opportunity. For subsequent opportunities (when you wanna jump to another company etc), most employers will focus more on your abilities to do work, to perform, and your experience in work. So I shall just stick with my plan.
So why did I really take up law? No idea, maybe like what I said above, to see that justice is served. Or maybe, so that I would be able to earn a lot of money and travel around the world (biggest dream). Or perhaps I just want to be able to build my own dream house and give mummy a good life?
It's not wrong to take up courses in the hope that it that may help you to earn a lot of money in the future. Money and education, they're 2 sides to a coin. Without money you can't further your education in today's world. Without education you can't possibly earn a lot unless you're a super genius and can come up with some thing that the society has not invented or come up with yet. So maybe it's really because of the money that I took this course. I don't know. Hahaha. But for now, I've made peace with my inner self of the fact that I probably won't be able to earn a lot of money with my pass-only results.
Still happy!
I think my post title is a bit irrelevant lolol but it's okay, no one cares *bitter* hahahaha. No lol I still think it's relevant. :3
Kay gotta go back to my game lolol goodbye! :3
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