Friday, May 23, 2014

Bio-Essence yippie!

Last night we - Chuan and I lol - decided to follow mum out today and then have some time for ourselves before going home after fetching the kids mum fetches. Basically that some time for ourselves is what I usually call 'quality time' and 'family time'. =_____= DON'T SWEAT ME.

OH and when I checked my account yesterday, I was wondering how come I have so much because I spent that RM184 for my eye cream on Thursday right, and when I checked my transactions I HAVE RM300 CREDITED FOR ME!!! Yeap, my BR1M appeal is approved! Yippie!!

So I was making a lot of noise telling mum I wanna get either a Bio-Essence Hydra Tri-action Aqua Moisturizing Gel or Olay Aquaction, and went on Google to look for reviews etc etc. I know I should be studying instead of doing all these things which can be done any time after my last paper which is just like 4 days away yes I don't count today as a day. Found Qiu Qiu's review for Olay Aquaction and some other random bloggers' review for Bio-Essence's. Actually I came to know of Olay Aquaction through JaneChuck's blog hahahaha. Lol okay I know not funny...

Anyway, we went to Gurney for lunch at Chopper Board and the lady there (I think she's the lady boss aka tau keh soh) told mum that they're moving soon in July to another lot because Gurney's management wants them to renovate their little restaurant and there's also the rent hike. Haiz, I really don't like Gurney's management... I'll keep the rest to myself, I don't wanna get sued for defamation lolol.

After that we walked around and I dragged mum to Watsons to show her that 2 moisturizers (lol yup I'm that annoying and indecisive). I showed her the 2 tubs and made her try them. And yes, both tubs are approved by Mama Yeohz, AND SHE WAS INDECISIVE AS WELL. FML! Then we left and I was debating with myself to get which one and mum just ignored me and when I pushed her for an answer she just kept telling me "both also okay la, both also nice, both also not sticky and feel good when it's applied on the skin". Thanks mum. =_____= I continued debating with myself for a long time and couldn't decide...

Well actually the reason for my dilemma is because...

no i didn't get this sleeping mask, i just want to have a picture of Linda Chung in this post. :3

I LOVE Linda Chung, and Linda Chung's the spokesperson for Bio-Essence; but on the other hand Olay is also quite good and I like the colour of the moisturizing gel lor... WTF right I know. /______\ So if I choose Olay, I feel so bad and unfaithful towards Linda Chung T_____T; and if I choose Bio-Essence, I feel like I'm not treating myself right FML. THEREFORE, the dilemma.

In the end, I decided to go Paragon's Caring Pharmacy to see if they have them, then only I'll decide whether to buy which one, but I was already quite certain that I'd be making a purchase today. And also because Caring can use BonusLink lol. Can collect points wad, and points equal to money! So cannot waste points. Very important okay.

Then guess what, when we walked into Caring, there's NO any Aquaction under Olay's shelf, NOT even a tub. Wtf and then there's this aunty that asked if we need any help, and I kinda noticed that she was wearing a Nutox shirt but since she asked I thought she's nice enough to provide help so I asked "Do you have this Olay Aquaction?" and she was like "Oh, you look for Olay one hor" WTF!!! LOLOL I thought it was so fucking obvious that I was looking at the Olay side and NOT the Nutox side!!! But okay la she still answered me and told me that all the Olay products are only there. And started introducing Nutox stuffs, and said that for mum's age it's suitable for her bla bla bla. Haiz, then I went on to look at Bio-Essence's and she was still following around wtf. =,= So we left without getting anything.

Went to walk around, and then I was making noise again and asked mum "HOWWWWWWWWWW" and she was like "how i know" and then she went on "why not you try Bio-Essence's first?" so I went back to Caring and got it! Hehehehehe. In the end I didn't betray Linda Chung at all!!! Hahahahahaha. Oh ya, when we went back to Caring and I went to the Bio-Essence shelf to get the moisturizer, the aunty came up and kept pushing us to take her Nutox product again. Zzzzz I was freaking annoyed by that time. It's already so fucking obvious that I'm choosing Bio-Essence right? I was holding it in my hands already for fuck's sake! And she still kept on pushing and asked "Really don't want meh? Really don't want meh? You take this and try la, buy this la." OMG GO AWAY. Seriously I really have 0 interest in your Nutox for now, maybe soon when I'm older at the age of 50, if I'm still in the world. I understand that she just wants sales, but not like that lo especially when people already obviously have their own choice liao.

Before making payment the girl/cashier/staff asked if we wanna get anything on the list of PWP and suggested Bio-Essence Tanaka White's cleanser. Mum decided to get it and I was feeling even happier because Linda Chung also did the advertisement for Tanaka White HAHAHAHA.

yippie! i love you Linda!

After making payment the girl/cashier/staff asked if we want to get a member card and went on to explain the benefits. So we applied for one. Hehehe. But the card quite ugly lo lol.


Went to get MooCow Frogurt in a cone yippie! Then we went to claim free parking fee and then came home. :)

bought Clinelle's cleanser earlier in Watsons from the PWP list lol gon use it soon! JF is my regular face soap. :3

Hehe! I feel so happy to blog again. So eager to write a lot. I wonder when will this enthusiasm fade. Maybe in the next month, since by then I'd be back to work already lolol. Looking forward to earning money already! June is a heavy expenditure month. Haiz.

Goodbyeeeee! And good luck to myself! Still not making progress in studies haiz. See you.

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Trusts? What trusts?

21st May 2014, Wednesday, 21:45 hours

So it's d-day. Trusts exam.

Last night I was basically busy hyperventilating and catching up with my 100-heartbeats-in-a-minute heartbeat. I didn't want to tell Fei because I thought that's embarrassing. How can someone so cool hyperventilate? What's worse is, the reason for hyperventilating is an exam?! Kill me please.

Tried to sleep at 12 midnight because I woke up at 12pm yesterday. So I won't be able to fall asleep that easily because my mental's not really that exhausted yet. FML I should be mentally exhausted after ALL the studies I did... Okay you may make any assumption you want, which will be right, because all of them will just go to the end of pointing out that I did not put in the best effort into studying at all ever since the first paper. :( Anyway I tried to sleep, slept on my side, slept facing down, slept facing up, hugging my bolster, cuddling with my bolster underneath my quilt... FML FTS I did not fall asleep until 1+ WHAT SORCERY IS THIS!!! When I try hard to sleep I can't sleep. When I do not intend to sleep I ALWAYS fall asleep zzzzz.

Because I had to wake up at 4.45am I think I only slept for like 3 hours? 3 hours FML!!! By the way while trying to sleep my heartbeat was still in the rate of 100-heartbeats-in-a-minute lolol I feel like a failure already. T_T

Trusts paper SUCKS BALLS!! Yes, suckS, NOT suckED. It will always and always sucks. The fact that Trusts sucks will not change, will never change. I don't even know what did I write or what was I writing. I just hope the examiners will give me a pass. Just a pass will do, please.

And then Trusts paper ended just like that. The next paper will be on next Wednesday, which is Land. Sigh... Why did I sign up for this? Why? Why? No one can answer this, not even myself. The best answer I can give myself is, "you were plain stupid, that's all." Which is true. :'(

Headed to Queensbay after the exam, had lunch with Fei and walked around to relax my mind. Finally got myself a decent nail filer. Lol. It's been long since I last had a proper nail filer lol. A few months I think. Also went into their Sephora to have a look, but I don't like the Sephora there. Or maybe it's just me preferring the one in Paragon. Then we went into Forever 21 and Uniqlo, but it was more like a glance-touch-leave visit. Visited Watsons and I was looking at Olay and Bio-Essence for their moisturizers. Both brands seem to have gotten quite good feedback from customers? I dunno. Need to do more thorough research. Wanna get a more affordable moisturizer. Right now I'm using Origins' Make A Differrence+ series' Rejuvenating Moisturizer. It's so freaking expensive, it's RM190 but it's like quite effective in rejuvenating my skin I think. Maybe it's just the money mindset talking lol need to justify buying something so expensive to use zz.

By the time I'm done with my purposes of visiting Queensbay, my eyelids were drooping shut and they felt so fucking heavy. Right now they're also fucking heavy already zzz. So we went back to Fei's home.

Bed!! Laptop!! Air cond!! I was so happy that I could finally flop myself on Fei's bed and rest my limbs zzz. Used Fei's laptop to customize a bit of my blog as well. And with the air cond it was just heaven...

By the way notice my new blog header already?! :DDDDD I LOVE that picture and I actually reblogged it on Tumblr. Stole it from Tumblr as well hehe. But I added the 'wanderlust' word myself! The colours are so pretty!!

Also checked my email and saw that Sephora is having a members' private sale again!! 20% storewide from the 21st-24th wtf cannot miss this opportunity!! I was so happy when I saw that email hahahaha and then thinking what to get, whether to get it or not etc.... Aunty's mindset lol. Considered every possible outcome of purchasing it from Sephora as compared to Parkson lolol. In the end decided that getting it in Sephora with 20% off is more worth it!

So we flopped around and left home again for Sunshine to help mummy look at some stuffs she wants, and then we were on our way to Paragon! Hehehehe.

Bought this.


for my eyes!

So happy I got to save RM46 hehe! :D And while paying, I saw Benefit stuffs again at the front of the cashier sigh. But then decided not to buy in the end. :(

After that we dropped by Gurney a while and Fei dropped me home. Sigh. That's how fast time flies, a day is gone just like that.

And before you know it, you'll be another year older.

Monday, May 19, 2014

Of Trusts, faith and confidence

It's Monday today.
On Wednesday I'll be sitting in the exam room, answering Trusts paper.
The problem is, up till now, I still can't really study, and things just won't go into my brain and I'm very very far behind the syllabus.
The main problem is, I don't even know what the topics are talking about most of the time.
When I flip through past year papers, I can't even understand one question.
Yes. It's that bad.
I'm gon screw up everything..

:'(

I have no confidence, no faith in myself at all.
All I can hope for is, God please guide me through the exams.
Otherwise, I don't know what else I can do.










P/s: I love you so much it hurts.

Friday, May 16, 2014

Dreads

I'm so dead.
The next paper is in 4 days. And it's Trust.
What am I doing?
Slacking around, feeling sad, fooling around, watching movies with Chuan, not putting any effort into studies at all...
And tomorrow I'm going out with mummy some more.
Our usual Saturday family day.

What to do?
I really feel so helpless.
Please, someone help me, motivate me.
Please, God, guide me and give me the strength to continue.
I just want 4 passes. That's all.
I don't need 4As.
No. If  I can pass, I'd be more than happy already. Please.

And right now I'm feeling sad.
Heartbreaks? Broken hearts?
Really, who really cares at the end of the day?
It's just me, me alone.
I know it's my own fault, choosing to keep all things to myself instead of confiding in someone else.
But I just don't like to trouble other people - yes, even my bros/girlfriends/bffs - I'd rather keep things to myself. And express it in places no one really cares to look for.

By the way, what should I do to revive you my dear blog?
I'm so lazy, I just dread customizing html all over again.
So I think I'll just continue using this simple layout.
Sigh not showing any effort even in reviving my blog.
I'm just... I dunno, perhaps I should put it this way, there's no any medicine that can cure my laziness already.

Okay, I guess I wasted enough time already.
Time to go back to the depressing stack of papers.
:'(

See you soon.
:)

Sunday, May 11, 2014

In the process of resettling...

This blog had been dead for over 10 months I think. Last post was on our - Fei and I - 6th year anni yeah. It's already May 2014 now.

Stopped blogging last year because I was thinking of not blogging anymore, since no one really reads my blog and I have such a freaking useless laptop. By the way, it's all dead now. I think the screen is spoilt or something like that according to Fei. FML. Can't even customize my layout and templates properly zzz. And recently I was getting more and more geared towards blogging once again. Maybe reading Audrey's blog did some magic to me, reminding why I started a personal blog of my own 6 and a half years ago, to write about things happened to me so that I can re-read them in the future when I get old and laugh at myself wtf lol.

And right now it's my exam month, sigh 2 more papers to go - 21st & 28th before my 2nd year comes to an end.

So I shall leave everything at this point and start procrastinating for preparation for my papers...

See you soon dear blog. It's been long.