Shit happens, flushes it down and life goes on.

:(
My mind is so troubled now.
I don't know if I should stay in Penang and go to TARC or go to KL next year in March and go to TARC also.
Because Penang TARC doesn't have law course but KL TARC has.
But if I go to KL I have to get a laptop.
If I stay in Penang I get to change my whole computer set.
If I go to KL I get to study law.
If I stay in Penang I only get to study a lil bit of law through business.
So niao I am very troubled. ;(
And I must decide fast. Maybe by December or January.
Because I am working and once I'm gone my place will have to have someone taking over.
And that someone, we need time to find 1.
So howwwwwwwwww. :'(

And I am so frustrated and irritated with my stupid hair.
Its growth rate is so damn slow.
My hair is still so short.
And I feel so messy.
So I tie my hair up everyday when I cannot tahan my hair.
Because I actually leave it down but eventually I grew very irritated with it so I tie it up.
And I hear people saying tying our hair actually make our hair grow slower.
So I don't know.
Aiya I don't care la. :(
I want my hair to reach my lower back by November if possible.
And I want to go and trim my hair.
And dye my hair again into my favvvvvvoooooooooooouriteee burgundy. :)

Sighs.
Shit happens, flushes it down and life goes on.
What can I say more?

When I'm Free...

Write a letter for 30 days on these stuffs:

day 01. your current relationship.
day 02. where you’d like to be in 10 years.
day 03. your views on drugs and alcohol.
day 04. your views on religion.
day 05. a time you thought about ending your own life.
day 06. write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
day 07. your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
day 08. a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
day 09. how you hope your future will be like.
day 10. discuss your first love and first kiss.
day 11. put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
day 12. bullet your whole day.
day 13. somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
day 14. your earliest memory.
day 15. your favorite tumblrs.
day 16. your views on mainstream music.
day 17. your highs and lows of this past year.
day 18. your beliefs.
day 19. disrespecting your parents.
day 20. how important you think education is.
day 21. one of your favorite shows.
day 22. how have you changed in the past 2 years?
day 23. pictures of 5 girls who are famous you find attractive.
day 24. your favorite movie and what it’s about.
day 25. someone who fascinates you and why.
day 26. what kind of person attracts you.
day 27. a problem that you have had.
day 28. something that you miss.
day 29. goals for the next 30 days.
day 30. your highs and lows of this month.

Bold your stuffs ;)

My personality:
I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I have more enemies than Friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My appearance:
I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I have braces.
I change my hair colour often.
I straighten my hair often.
I have a piercing.
I have small feet.

Relationships:
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:
I listen to R&B.
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television:
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like Americas Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and liked CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life:
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair:
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red. does burgundy count?
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.

School:
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principals office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed math. does additional math count?
I’ve failed science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.

AWESOME-EST NIGHT OUT W/ THE SIS AND GAYS. :)

Awesome night out with the sister and the gays.
Went to melepak at Gurney again and then went to Harvest In for dinner.
We actually planned to have our dinner at Northam Beach but the sky was so dark and the stalls weren't opened so I eventually won!
HARVEST IN.
:P :P
Had my tempura fish again.
Garlic bread. And the yummy bread with butter. T-T
And the soup.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

there's my pig. heeeeee.

appetiser - soup of the day with bread and butter.

i dunno why was the picture blurred and not focused. :(

my drink.

my iced lemon tea with his iced peach tea behind. i don't like iced peach tea. bluek.

main course - tempura fish fillet with wedges and vege. :DDDD

my tempura fish. i dunno why was this picture blurred and not focused also. :( the sauce was good!

dessert - cake and ice cream.

i think it was Tiramisu. not sure. :O

I forgot the garlic bread picture. T-T
Anyway.
We finished and then we went to New World Park Starbucks.
The 2 gays actually planned to go and sit inside the place without ordering anything again.
-.-
But when the workers looked at us the both of them went to order stuffs immediately.
LJH ordered the cheese sausage puff and WS ordered the peach juice thingy.
Kheng kai at Starbucks.
Felt as though we were at Genting again.
Hahahahaha cause it was so cold.
Oh and it was raining already when we were eating half way. :(
I hate it when I'm outside and it's raining.
Sucks big time.
And I was so bored in the car that I kept taking stupid pictures. D:

 

:( i didn't get his head.

 

the juice and the puff; our cup of water. ==

hello lol wen took this. ==

wen was copying me taking picture of super zoom-in of them. :P

my beautiful and sexy wen. :)

iiiiii don't care i don't care i'm keeping this picture my hands my arms look so so nice in this picture. thanks wen. :P

i thought i look weird here as usual. :O

ze gay partners. D:<

 

:)

it was a good and perfect night. :)

How I missed going out with Wennnnnnnnnnn.
I'll be waiting for your final exam to end patiently. :)
And then it's Christmas eve and SPAGHETTI and MEE!
Boohaha!
Will always love you Wen. :)

Crocodile exclusively for NUTRILITE. (ii)

Yes, Chuan got his.

Sigh it's really nice.

How I wish I can get 1 for him. D':

With Love, From Mum 3.

Eggish miku.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

See, I have Rocky, Koala and Chipster.

Poor Dragonfly.

So I was sitting at the counter.
And suddenly turned back and saw something like a lizard sticking on the curtain thingy.
And you can see its organs through its skin.
And then I hear some buzzing sound.
Then I saw the dragonfly.
Baby dragonfly flying around. Up and down left and right.
The lizard kept on following it.
And when the dragonfly flew upwards again, the lizard followed, and suddenly the buzzing sound became louder than ever.
Why?
Because the lizard had the dragonfly in its mouth.
And the dragonfly couldn't fly away and kept beating its wings.
Poor thing.
So disgusting to witness the whole incident in front of your own eyes.
@@
And it's a gecko.
Double yuck.

Random Random!

watching Wipeout. xD

look at the flawless skin and beautiful eyelashes. >;(

JS (ii)

I went to work knowing I'll be very bored today.

Because I forgot to bring any novel at all.

So I checked on some stuffs, and started checking stock again.

Tick here, count there, add here, minus there.

Will continue checking tomorrow and rewrite the list.

:O

See, I'm really free. D:

And I rearranged the books inside the glass shelves. :D

i find the leotard the skirt and the bloch cute. very cute.

Anyone interested in learning or teaching? xP

Nice or what?

Aunty Alice bought this for us.
Nice, yes?
Unique with the old coin there.
And she carried her baby girl with her.
DAMN CHUBI. :(
I want a baby like that also.
Wen, cepat kahwin and born a chubi fat baby for me to be his/her k mummy.
:P

Right. I know why.

Heirraw.
I'm now having flu.
And flu bugs tend to make a person feels funny and weird.
Not to mention driving the person crazy too.
I feel weird with every breath inhaled and exhaled.
And my stomach's like churning all the time.
Like it's burning inside.
And I constantly feel cold.
Not that cold, just cold.
My body's like heating up from the inside.
Which makes me feel really weird and gooey.
Zzzz.
I hate flu. Flu sucks.
Flu makes me get noseblock, which is something that sucks even more.
Noseblock often stops me from sleeping my sweet and tight sleep.
Zzzz. I really really hate getting flu.
And my throat feels weird too.
I think I'm getting sorethroat very soon.
:(
Damn.

Anyway, off day tomorrow! :D
It's Monday!
For now there's no Monday Blues for me.
Maybe after I'm back to college.

I got to go.
I feel so weird niao.
I feel so unwell niao.
I wonder why.
Right, I'm feeling unwell, that's why.

Bai.

With Love, From Mum 2.

Lunch:

Dinner:

Heirraw Friends

With Love, From Mum 1.

Kap Siao Kap Siao

Heirraw I am so in the mood to crap naoo.
Because I tomorrow I will start working again so I won't have the time to come here crap.
This whole week is really a good week to rest and have fun with mummy and Chuan.
But too bad Wen's busy preparing for her trials and Han no transportation and Liggy well I don't know. -.-
Of course I did have fun spending time with the maaan but most of the Mondays that I am free on we go out also so no count la. :B

I am going to get mum to get an iPhone for herself to use.
She needs to reward herself for all her hardwork.
Of course not buying it.
But with DiGi's iPhone plan. :B
I am waiting for DiGi or Maxis to come out with the new iPhone 4G plan.
But most probably I will ask mummy to go for DiGi one because Maxis is real expensive. :O

And I want a lomo camera.
The Rooms at Queensbay and Prangin have Holgas.
But the prices differ I don't know why maybe different models.
Because I didn't get to see what model is it in The Rooms Queensbay.
I saw it at Prangin The Rooms just now. It's a Holga. RM295.
Kill me. -.-
But I only will dream of getting it.
I need to save money for my college.
So I cannot waste 200 over near 300 to buy another not necessary item when mum already bought me a good o' digital camera.
Which is in the very-chio red colour. :)

I want to visit Batu Feringghi again.
And I shall bring my camera to take sampat stupid pictures again.
I want to go to the beach.
But I hate having sands in my shoes, or even flip flops.
I feel so lasam.
Sighs.

Does celebrating birthday in club is really that fun??
It's like, you spend so much on your birthday eve to get your ears boom by the music.
And for people like me, total 100% waste of money.
Because I don't drink. Only let the music to boom my ears. -.-

Sighs sad.
DiGi's iPhone 4G's plan must come out faster.
Pretty pleasseeeee.

E L E P H A N T - ELEPHANT!

1 of my most-loved people bought me the elephant.

E L E P H A N T.

ELEPHANT.

You know, the animal with long, long nose.

The RM7.95 plushie-nametag-chain.

I love you I love you I love you.

Hee.

happy elephant. :)

perfect. love the effect. lomo-likeness-80% i give. :B

with its rosy cheeks and smiling eyes.

0 effects; lomo-likeness effect; sharpness effect.

all i like i love. :)

b&w.

Chubi smiling elephant.

Smooches banyak banyak.

Tinted Not Tinted.

The difference you see in light and brightness in tinted glasses and non-tinted glasses.