June

See. I told you in a few posts before that before you even know it, you'll be another year older. 2015 will be here in 6 months' time lol.

FML it's June already can you believe it. =_____= ok maybe today is still May, the last day of May, but in a few hours' time June will be here FML half a year gone just like that. I don't even know what did I achieve in the past half year6 months. New year, my birthday, CNY, V day, Wen's birthday, revisions, Han's birthday and the exam. Most of it I was working and just procrastinated for the preparation of exam lolol. Ok I actually feel guilty for procrastinating and slacking around before and during the exam but I've been like this all my life FML.

Anyway went out today, brought mummy everywhere with Fei being our driver. Because starting tomorrow I'll be working again, with only a day off a week I have not much time to bring mummy around anymore. Plus she's busy on weekdays too. Haiz.

Life as an employee. It's actually not that bad, but sometimes you get really frustrated when the company just simply changes their policy as they feel like it. And also sometimes I easily get irritated with the attitude of the people I'm working with. But that's what working and gaining experience is all about right lol. To train ourselves to excel in controlling our temper and improving out EQ. All these should help establishing a successful life for me in the future, it'd better be.

But for now, hopefully I'll be able to save more money starting from this month's earnings. 😪

And also June damn shit one. So many people's birthday in June zzzzz. Chuan, Mingli, Fei, Joe Thin. 4 people wtf. And the headache for presents I hate the most one because I am the most uncreative person you can ever meet. Tho I'm quite imaginative. Lolol.

By the way, received an email from UOL Connections again zzz damn annoying one I tell you, I opened the email and saw the link to the summer exam results release date FML. August 11th KILL ME PLEASE. Dunno how to face myself and my results and everyone else I just wanna die on that daynight. :'(

Ok la I leave now. No one is going to miss me because no one reads my blog. =_____= bye blog. See you when I feel like blogging again.

Maleficent

I watched it I watched it!!! Luckily it's not like the trailer, the movie's goooooooooooooooood!!! Disney movies never fail, Disney is the best! One day I'll visit Disneyland. Some time in the future...

But it's different from what we were told/watched/read. But still it's good! But I don't like the Prince Philip he looks funny. I like the crow guy, Diaval haha he's funny lol. And I don't like that King Stefan too omg. Actually I don't really like Angelina Jolie too but okay lah since she makes the movie great then I'm okay with her. :B And Professor Dolores Umbridge is in the movie too LOL wth that fatty. Elle Fanning aka Aurora so pretty. Sigh.

Anyway just go watch la okay. Very nice. Disney is the best! Magical and enchanting. It's bound to mesmerize Disney lovers. Woohoo!

By the way went into Popular and I saw the last ViVi on the shelf and was attracted by the model. Until I read the small topics beside and saw 'Mother's Day with Kai Ying, Fourfeetnine Audrey & Cheesie' then only I remembered somewhere in the last 2 weeks Audrey posted on Instagram and Dayre that she and Fighter are feature there! Immediately took it off the shelf and hug it wth. But got Lena inside also okay so it's worth it. *swoons*

hello Fighter Tiah and mummy! :)

Okay okay going off. REMEMBER TO WATCH MALEFICENT IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY.

Going to get Fei's present tomorrow and Uniqlo's opening tomorrow in Gurney!!! Gon go kepo woohoo!!

Finally free for 11 months again

After a month, or maybe 2, no it's 3 months of hell, I finally regained freedom for 11 months again!!!

YES. IT'S THE LAST PAPER TODAY. IT'S OFFICIALLY OVER!!! Super relieved that it's over, even though I doubt if I'd pass my exam sigh. Anyway let's focus on the positive side!! :B

So earlier I claim a free GSC movie ticket through Samsung Galaxy Life, but I didn't redeem it just yet cos I wanted to redeem it for a movie with mum. So we chose to watch Godzilla. Actually we wanted to watch it on Friday and not today because if we watch if on Friday then we can watch the earliest round and come home earlier. But then too bad on Friday there's only 4.15pm and night show left. =,= So we bought tickets for today. Yippie!

Went to get the tickets yesterday with Fei because we wanted to redeem the free Starbucks Frappucino by Galaxy Life lolol. But Starbucks damn kiam siap lo, Galaxy Life stated it's for frappucinos and didn't state which frap, but Starbucks' barristas said ONLY that Ribbon Caramel Crunch and that Banana thing. Zzzz

Anyway.

Godzilla. Why is the Godzilla so fat? It looks more like a bear... grizzly bear. With spikes on its back. Ha ha. And then there're these 2 Mutos, the male one is the one with the wings (which I named 'the boyfriend') and the female one is the one without wings AND super super big in size (which I named 'the girlfriend'). Mum understands easier which creature I'm referring to with those nicknames anyway lol. These Mutos are really stupid, they look stupid too, and they have love and affection for each other wtf. And their eggs are even more than those that fish and frogs can produce wtf. I NO LIKE. And The Boyfriend looks like a vampire when it's flying. If he's not flying, then when he crawls he looks more like a robot than creature to me. Same goes to The Girlfriend. For you all that haven't watched it, you'll come to know about the Mutos when you do, and for you all that have watched it, well you do know about the Mutos lolol. But the Godzilla quite yeng lo, lol and in the end can pengsan and sleep some more one then only wakes up the next day wth then return to the sea. Orh =_____=

But still a good movie to watch la. And the Japan guy in the movie calls the Godzilla 'Gojira' and then people around me were snickering when he kept saying 'GOJIRA'. I guess coupled up with his face when he said 'GOJIRA', it's really funny hahahahaha.

By the way I'm watching Maleficient tomorrow!!! Hopefully it's good lo. I just went to search for the trailer and realized it looks kinda noob. Hopefully it's just the trailer. Hopefully the movie's good. I have high expectation on this one lo. Because it's one of my childhood favourite cartoon! And it's DISNEY. How can not nice one. T_T

On a side note, the following stuffs are just some random stuffs I decided to write about during the days that I was suffering before today. T_____T

So the other day I was so bored that I went to check the Moments in WeChat (I was studying halfway ok). I saw Jophy (colleague/friend) sharing a link for some number test and went to try it.

here's the results, what do you think? lolol only applies to people that know me lol.

And then, the other day mum said she bought snacks for us and she was so excited cos it's very chio. Then when she showed me I went =,= cos she bought us popcorns. =_____=

Ya I actually doubted its taste and quality. But when I put it into my mouth it's reallllllyyyyyy gooooood!! Made in USA by the way. I like it! You people should try it hahahaha. I was eating this while studying and watching Harry Potter at the same time. Yah I'm a multitasker. (Y)

OOOOHH and mummy bought me 2 pairs of earrings also just now! I lovvveeee them they're so pretty!!!

ikr so pretty!

Hehehe so that's about it for today, I'm just so thankful this hell of examination is finally over!! Starting work this Sunday! *ohm* Hopefully everything goes well...

Saturday day out

Hi it's Saturday today! Lolol just in case some people never realise it is Saturday today since I'm so free at home updating my blog at this time ie 6.55pm instead of being outside.

Mum told me on Wednesday that we'll be going out with Aunty Seat Cheng on Saturday which is today hehe. :B Yippie! Though I don't talk much with her but I still feel happy when we're out together because mum has someone to talk to and gets to spend time with her long time buddy.

Anyway we had our lunch at Siam Express. :3 Never tried there before, and their tomyam's SUPER good! But I don't like all the ingredients inside - prawns, tomatoes, spices - except for the fish fillet and mushrooms.

i luuuuuuuuv their Water Chestnut with Coconut Milk!! don't like the nangka though.

It was a good meal! :D :D :D It's a family set meal for 4 @ RM138, and with a 10% service charge the total was RM151.80.

Aunty Seat Cheng wanted to get some new clothes so we went for OA apparels hunt! Searched in her favourite shop and DP hehehe she found a blouse, a skirt and a dress. And she looks so good in them! *thumbsup*

After that we went to window shop around and went in Cold Storage. Mum's eyes suddenly so sharp can see offer price for Ruffles and Lay's. =_____= RM7.99 instead of the usual RM9.89 I guess. So we got a pack. OHHHH Aunty Seat Cheng also bought us nougats and a Japanese cookies! ^^

Then we dropped Aunty Seat Cheng back at Komtar because she wants to shop for shoes herself at 1st Avenue and we had to go home already. :( So uneventful today. Nevermind next time lah. :D

By the way, I downloaded How To Train Your Dragon: Rise of Berk on my mini yesterday. And then started playing. And then found it interesting and cute because of Toothless. And then continued playing. And then couldn't stop. And then ignored my notes...... FML. By the way an hour ago I was still training my dragons to catch fishes and pick woods lololol.

hehehehe! look at my toothless!!

Then just now I freaked out because I accidentally placed 1 of my dragons into the hangar and I had no idea wth is that and didn't know how to get my dragon back. T_T Went to google how to get it back with no results, so I ended up wasting like maybe 15 minutes to swipe around and then accidentally pressed on a building and it says 'HANGAR' then I was like "OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FINALLY FOUND YOU" and then only I managed to place my dragon outside again. =______=

Also approved Lee Hom's request to be my follower HAHAHAHA finally after 2 weeks he requested to follow. OKAY I KNOW IT'S HIS ADMIN THAT DID IT BUT STILL.

HAHAHAHAHA. I was waiting for him to follow me after 2 of the people I'm following received it (VERY kbp I know HAHAHA) and then after few days I RECEIVED ALSO HAHAHA.

Okay okay I'm leaving, thank you for putting up with my nonsense like how Fei does it hahahaha I dunno how he does it really. But I also dunno how I put up with his nonsense one lo, because actually he's more nonsensical than I am zzz.

Haiz, I guess that's why we're a pair.

Bio-Essence yippie!

Last night we - Chuan and I lol - decided to follow mum out today and then have some time for ourselves before going home after fetching the kids mum fetches. Basically that some time for ourselves is what I usually call 'quality time' and 'family time'. =_____= DON'T SWEAT ME.

OH and when I checked my account yesterday, I was wondering how come I have so much because I spent that RM184 for my eye cream on Thursday right, and when I checked my transactions I HAVE RM300 CREDITED FOR ME!!! Yeap, my BR1M appeal is approved! Yippie!!

So I was making a lot of noise telling mum I wanna get either a Bio-Essence Hydra Tri-action Aqua Moisturizing Gel or Olay Aquaction, and went on Google to look for reviews etc etc. I know I should be studying instead of doing all these things which can be done any time after my last paper which is just like 4 days away yes I don't count today as a day. Found Qiu Qiu's review for Olay Aquaction and some other random bloggers' review for Bio-Essence's. Actually I came to know of Olay Aquaction through JaneChuck's blog hahahaha. Lol okay I know not funny...

Anyway, we went to Gurney for lunch at Chopper Board and the lady there (I think she's the lady boss aka tau keh soh) told mum that they're moving soon in July to another lot because Gurney's management wants them to renovate their little restaurant and there's also the rent hike. Haiz, I really don't like Gurney's management... I'll keep the rest to myself, I don't wanna get sued for defamation lolol.

After that we walked around and I dragged mum to Watsons to show her that 2 moisturizers (lol yup I'm that annoying and indecisive). I showed her the 2 tubs and made her try them. And yes, both tubs are approved by Mama Yeohz, AND SHE WAS INDECISIVE AS WELL. FML! Then we left and I was debating with myself to get which one and mum just ignored me and when I pushed her for an answer she just kept telling me "both also okay la, both also nice, both also not sticky and feel good when it's applied on the skin". Thanks mum. =_____= I continued debating with myself for a long time and couldn't decide...

Well actually the reason for my dilemma is because...

no i didn't get this sleeping mask, i just want to have a picture of Linda Chung in this post. :3

I LOVE Linda Chung, and Linda Chung's the spokesperson for Bio-Essence; but on the other hand Olay is also quite good and I like the colour of the moisturizing gel lor... WTF right I know. /______\ So if I choose Olay, I feel so bad and unfaithful towards Linda Chung T_____T; and if I choose Bio-Essence, I feel like I'm not treating myself right FML. THEREFORE, the dilemma.

In the end, I decided to go Paragon's Caring Pharmacy to see if they have them, then only I'll decide whether to buy which one, but I was already quite certain that I'd be making a purchase today. And also because Caring can use BonusLink lol. Can collect points wad, and points equal to money! So cannot waste points. Very important okay.

Then guess what, when we walked into Caring, there's NO any Aquaction under Olay's shelf, NOT even a tub. Wtf and then there's this aunty that asked if we need any help, and I kinda noticed that she was wearing a Nutox shirt but since she asked I thought she's nice enough to provide help so I asked "Do you have this Olay Aquaction?" and she was like "Oh, you look for Olay one hor" WTF!!! LOLOL I thought it was so fucking obvious that I was looking at the Olay side and NOT the Nutox side!!! But okay la she still answered me and told me that all the Olay products are only there. And started introducing Nutox stuffs, and said that for mum's age it's suitable for her bla bla bla. Haiz, then I went on to look at Bio-Essence's and she was still following around wtf. =,= So we left without getting anything.

Went to walk around, and then I was making noise again and asked mum "HOWWWWWWWWWW" and she was like "how i know" and then she went on "why not you try Bio-Essence's first?" so I went back to Caring and got it! Hehehehehe. In the end I didn't betray Linda Chung at all!!! Hahahahahaha. Oh ya, when we went back to Caring and I went to the Bio-Essence shelf to get the moisturizer, the aunty came up and kept pushing us to take her Nutox product again. Zzzzz I was freaking annoyed by that time. It's already so fucking obvious that I'm choosing Bio-Essence right? I was holding it in my hands already for fuck's sake! And she still kept on pushing and asked "Really don't want meh? Really don't want meh? You take this and try la, buy this la." OMG GO AWAY. Seriously I really have 0 interest in your Nutox for now, maybe soon when I'm older at the age of 50, if I'm still in the world. I understand that she just wants sales, but not like that lo especially when people already obviously have their own choice liao.

Before making payment the girl/cashier/staff asked if we wanna get anything on the list of PWP and suggested Bio-Essence Tanaka White's cleanser. Mum decided to get it and I was feeling even happier because Linda Chung also did the advertisement for Tanaka White HAHAHAHA.

yippie! i love you Linda!

After making payment the girl/cashier/staff asked if we want to get a member card and went on to explain the benefits. So we applied for one. Hehehe. But the card quite ugly lo lol.

Went to get MooCow Frogurt in a cone yippie! Then we went to claim free parking fee and then came home. :)

bought Clinelle's cleanser earlier in Watsons from the PWP list lol gon use it soon! JF is my regular face soap. :3

Hehe! I feel so happy to blog again. So eager to write a lot. I wonder when will this enthusiasm fade. Maybe in the next month, since by then I'd be back to work already lolol. Looking forward to earning money already! June is a heavy expenditure month. Haiz.

Goodbyeeeee! And good luck to myself! Still not making progress in studies haiz. See you.

Trusts? What trusts?

21st May 2014, Wednesday, 21:45 hours

So it's d-day. Trusts exam.

Last night I was basically busy hyperventilating and catching up with my 100-heartbeats-in-a-minute heartbeat. I didn't want to tell Fei because I thought that's embarrassing. How can someone so cool hyperventilate? What's worse is, the reason for hyperventilating is an exam?! Kill me please.

Tried to sleep at 12 midnight because I woke up at 12pm yesterday. So I won't be able to fall asleep that easily because my mental's not really that exhausted yet. FML I should be mentally exhausted after ALL the studies I did... Okay you may make any assumption you want, which will be right, because all of them will just go to the end of pointing out that I did not put in the best effort into studying at all ever since the first paper. :( Anyway I tried to sleep, slept on my side, slept facing down, slept facing up, hugging my bolster, cuddling with my bolster underneath my quilt... FML FTS I did not fall asleep until 1+ WHAT SORCERY IS THIS!!! When I try hard to sleep I can't sleep. When I do not intend to sleep I ALWAYS fall asleep zzzzz.

Because I had to wake up at 4.45am I think I only slept for like 3 hours? 3 hours FML!!! By the way while trying to sleep my heartbeat was still in the rate of 100-heartbeats-in-a-minute lolol I feel like a failure already. T_T

Trusts paper SUCKS BALLS!! Yes, suckS, NOT suckED. It will always and always sucks. The fact that Trusts sucks will not change, will never change. I don't even know what did I write or what was I writing. I just hope the examiners will give me a pass. Just a pass will do, please.

And then Trusts paper ended just like that. The next paper will be on next Wednesday, which is Land. Sigh... Why did I sign up for this? Why? Why? No one can answer this, not even myself. The best answer I can give myself is, "you were plain stupid, that's all." Which is true. :'(

Headed to Queensbay after the exam, had lunch with Fei and walked around to relax my mind. Finally got myself a decent nail filer. Lol. It's been long since I last had a proper nail filer lol. A few months I think. Also went into their Sephora to have a look, but I don't like the Sephora there. Or maybe it's just me preferring the one in Paragon. Then we went into Forever 21 and Uniqlo, but it was more like a glance-touch-leave visit. Visited Watsons and I was looking at Olay and Bio-Essence for their moisturizers. Both brands seem to have gotten quite good feedback from customers? I dunno. Need to do more thorough research. Wanna get a more affordable moisturizer. Right now I'm using Origins' Make A Differrence+ series' Rejuvenating Moisturizer. It's so freaking expensive, it's RM190 but it's like quite effective in rejuvenating my skin I think. Maybe it's just the money mindset talking lol need to justify buying something so expensive to use zz.

By the time I'm done with my purposes of visiting Queensbay, my eyelids were drooping shut and they felt so fucking heavy. Right now they're also fucking heavy already zzz. So we went back to Fei's home.

Bed!! Laptop!! Air cond!! I was so happy that I could finally flop myself on Fei's bed and rest my limbs zzz. Used Fei's laptop to customize a bit of my blog as well. And with the air cond it was just heaven...

By the way notice my new blog header already?! :DDDDD I LOVE that picture and I actually reblogged it on Tumblr. Stole it from Tumblr as well hehe. But I added the 'wanderlust' word myself! The colours are so pretty!!

Also checked my email and saw that Sephora is having a members' private sale again!! 20% storewide from the 21st-24th wtf cannot miss this opportunity!! I was so happy when I saw that email hahahaha and then thinking what to get, whether to get it or not etc.... Aunty's mindset lol. Considered every possible outcome of purchasing it from Sephora as compared to Parkson lolol. In the end decided that getting it in Sephora with 20% off is more worth it!

So we flopped around and left home again for Sunshine to help mummy look at some stuffs she wants, and then we were on our way to Paragon! Hehehehe.

Bought this.

for my eyes!

So happy I got to save RM46 hehe! :D And while paying, I saw Benefit stuffs again at the front of the cashier sigh. But then decided not to buy in the end. :(

After that we dropped by Gurney a while and Fei dropped me home. Sigh. That's how fast time flies, a day is gone just like that.

And before you know it, you'll be another year older.

Of Trusts, faith and confidence

It's Monday today.
On Wednesday I'll be sitting in the exam room, answering Trusts paper.
The problem is, up till now, I still can't really study, and things just won't go into my brain and I'm very very far behind the syllabus.
The main problem is, I don't even know what the topics are talking about most of the time.
When I flip through past year papers, I can't even understand one question.
Yes. It's that bad.
I'm gon screw up everything..

:'(

I have no confidence, no faith in myself at all.
All I can hope for is, God please guide me through the exams.
Otherwise, I don't know what else I can do.










P/s: I love you so much it hurts.

Dreads

I'm so dead.
The next paper is in 4 days. And it's Trust.
What am I doing?
Slacking around, feeling sad, fooling around, watching movies with Chuan, not putting any effort into studies at all...
And tomorrow I'm going out with mummy some more.
Our usual Saturday family day.

What to do?
I really feel so helpless.
Please, someone help me, motivate me.
Please, God, guide me and give me the strength to continue.
I just want 4 passes. That's all.
I don't need 4As.
No. If  I can pass, I'd be more than happy already. Please.

And right now I'm feeling sad.
Heartbreaks? Broken hearts?
Really, who really cares at the end of the day?
It's just me, me alone.
I know it's my own fault, choosing to keep all things to myself instead of confiding in someone else.
But I just don't like to trouble other people - yes, even my bros/girlfriends/bffs - I'd rather keep things to myself. And express it in places no one really cares to look for.

By the way, what should I do to revive you my dear blog?
I'm so lazy, I just dread customizing html all over again.
So I think I'll just continue using this simple layout.
Sigh not showing any effort even in reviving my blog.
I'm just... I dunno, perhaps I should put it this way, there's no any medicine that can cure my laziness already.

Okay, I guess I wasted enough time already.
Time to go back to the depressing stack of papers.
:'(

See you soon.
:)

In the process of resettling...

This blog had been dead for over 10 months I think. Last post was on our - Fei and I - 6th year anni yeah. It's already May 2014 now.

Stopped blogging last year because I was thinking of not blogging anymore, since no one really reads my blog and I have such a freaking useless laptop. By the way, it's all dead now. I think the screen is spoilt or something like that according to Fei. FML. Can't even customize my layout and templates properly zzz. And recently I was getting more and more geared towards blogging once again. Maybe reading Audrey's blog did some magic to me, reminding why I started a personal blog of my own 6 and a half years ago, to write about things happened to me so that I can re-read them in the future when I get old and laugh at myself wtf lol.

And right now it's my exam month, sigh 2 more papers to go - 21st & 28th before my 2nd year comes to an end.

So I shall leave everything at this point and start procrastinating for preparation for my papers...

See you soon dear blog. It's been long.