i set my alarm at 8.15 and mum woke me up at 8.07. PFFT. a few minutes more! i could do with a few more minutes of sleep. :( mum bought loh mee. *drools* i didn't eat loh mee for like 1 year? lol. missed it soooo much! yuuuummmmm.
went to school and then went to bilik gerakan to find kah sing, hui xian and lee chien. then.. today.. we.. *AHEM AHEM* again. hahaha. and then we stayed in the bilik gerakan and talked. 'we', means kah sing, hui xian and i. lol. and then when we were talking half way she came in. *GASP* OMG. hui xian and i were shocked. but we continue talking anyway. hahaha.
well.. you know, talked about that thing again.
you know what? we are really very disappointed with you. everything you did, everything you do, and everything you are going to do. all of these are so disappointing.
last year, you told her that if a person like her's got 200 over or 300 over of friends in friendster, then a person like you would have 500 over or the double of her friends of friends in friendster. and that day, you told her that if a person like her's got so many contacts in msn, and so many guys wanted to chase her, then if you have msn, you'll have more contacts than her, and more guys will want to chase you more than her. well, for your information, you may look pretty to the others. to those whom knew you for not a very long time, or they don't know you deeply like we do, they would probably think that you're a pretty girl, a smart girl, a best-in-everything girl, a calibre girl, and more. but to us, people who know you deeply, won't think like that. and yeah you're pretty, but pretty at the first glance only. no offense though. but it's the truth.
and you're always complaining about your life and all, but do you ever think about the others' life? how about kids in africa? how bout poor people? those who are poorer than you are? and you're not even in the poor gang, as you came to this world from your mother's womb with the silver spoon in your mouth already. so stop complaining about your life and all. think about the others and what situation are they in before complaining about yours. think.
like i always say, we gave and gave and gave you chances in the past and you just won't appreciate it. now that we're ignoring you and don't bother to talk to you, you realized and you came back and are 'angkat-ing' us again. but your little trick won't work. cause we don't like being 'angkat', you understand? i guess no, because although you look smart but you're actually a dumb ass. oops. too rough? phooooooooh. this is what you deserve. and you always use stuffs to buy our hearts like what she mentioned. and like what she said, true friends connect with their hearts but not stuffs. and you truly don't understand the meaning of true friends.
and your attitude, it's so bloody irritating and annoying. you always want us to make you the center of attention. and if we don't, you'll keep quiet and sit aside and get angry with us. okay fine go ahead. we're even happier if you're angrier at us. teehee. :) that's because if you're angry with us, you won't talk to us. and you'll keep quiet. only then we'll have PEACEFULNESS and HAPPINESS around us. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
oh yeah, when you're off to your competition, we're REALLY very very happy. i don't know if you know that we're really happy but act like you don't, or you really don't know. but if you really don't know, let me tell you. we're REALLY very happy when you're not here. we do really feel happy! we sincerely feel happy!!! and we'll go like =D, ^^, HAHAHA, :), ;), =p whenever you're not around. but when you're around we'll go like =\, :(, =, ._., SIGH, PFFTT. and she also said that she feels uneasy whenever you're around. imagine and see, she's not even that close to you and she said that she feels uneasy whenever you are around. so think and see, what effects do the presence of you actually create??
stop talking about the others. stop saying that they're fake, they're phony, they're horny or whatever. YOU are the one who's starting to become horny, FAKE, promiscuous. oh and if you're worrying for your future carreer, you can consider being a CRITICIZER. (is there a word like this? anyway if there isn't 1 we'll just create this word specially for her!) :) you're sooooo fake that it's so obvious you're faking yourself in front of guys, and teachers. what's wrong with laughing loudly when there are guys around? guys around? so what? laugh out loud! there's nothing wrong with laughing out loud! we always laugh out loud whenever we're together, no matter what place we're at. for instance, Popular, A&W, McDonald's..... see? just be yourself and stop faking yourself.
you always think that you yourself are the best among us, and the best among everyone. but instead of being the best among us and everyone, you're just being the worst. -.- sad case. sad for you. :( like your english's the best? HAHAHA. yeah right. you speak english since you were young? so what? i speaked english when i was young too. she speaked english when she was young too. she speaked english when she was young too. and she speaked english when she was young too. and now, we do still speak english. it's just that we don't always speak english in front of you, dumb ass. so don't act smart all the time and think that you're the best. pfftt.
i still remember, you cried in front of her last, last thurday. CRY? TEARS? oh no your tears won't arouse sympathy like what she mentioned in her blog. and as a matter of fact, your tears actually only causes rage. stop acting piteous besides acting smart.
DON'T talk like the others don't have any feelings okay? we are humans. we are all normal humans. and humans have feelings. but i doubt that if you ever know what normal humans are like. because in my heart, in my eyes, in my opinion, you're NOT a NORMAL human. it's like your heart's unbalanced. anyway, i've got a pretty good idea to help you to balance your heart. if your heart's really unbalanced, tie some stones that will have the same weight with the heavier side of your heart to the other side of your heart that's lighter. hehe. good idea? i know that. ;)
other than that, stop being so dependant. LEARN how to be independant. you won't have them to help you to do this and that after you've graduated from high school. and people outside there won't be your slaves. (not that i'm saying the both of you are her slaves, as long as you understand and know la aiyahh.) they're helping you because of the sake of our friendship. so appreciate it while you can still have their helpings.
you talk like you're the champion and all. like you're the best. phoooooooooooohh!! no you're not! we listened to what you said because we were giving you face only. see? it's in past tense. that means, we are not going to listen to what you say, and we're not going to give you face anymore. not anymore. no more tolerations. no more i repeat.
you were mad at us on wednesday. or was it tuesday? well like i care. like we care. you turned your back at us and guess what? we were VERY happy. it's just that she don't really feel happy because she's in the same class with you. and i guess she feels suffer just because of your stupid face expression and bla bla.. you know. it's not the end of the world if you turn your back at us. to us, it's actually the START of the world when you turn your back on us. so i do really hope that you'll turn your back at us again. AYEEEEEE!
you always want to snatch credits from the others that helped you. for example, like her. she helped you, and i think you never say a 'thank you' too. and you got all the credits. and you should thank her you dumb ass. anyway, she always helps you too. did you ever say a 'thank you' to her? i wonder..
i'll end my complains here today. lol.
going to tuition later! not going tomorrow. cause.. i'm too lazy to wake up so early in the morning.. zz.. i need sleep.... *snoreeeeees*
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